I am too tired to say anything...and no mood to say anything...right now i would like to stop writing this blog for the moment...until i have something interesting to write...farewell for now

My senior will be gone this Fri...but why are there more things to learn than before? some of the tasks are not even in the IA student time table...that's strange...they really intend to pass everything to me upon their leave or honey moon? i am stressed! how am i going to survive this~!? i only have 2 more days to learn...and i have not revise the other procedures thoroughly...what i am suppose to do = = today my supervisor ask me know how to do the tasks or not i gave her a blurred look and she laughed >.< oh~~ i really have no idea which is which and what to do...i feel like digging a hole and hide inside = = pls pls pls...help me overcome this...i need more brain capacity...maybe i should start eating ginko nuts ~o~ *sob sob* yah and i manage to finish the Yield, QM report and EPG report before lunch...thank god...and thank my senior of coz...wish that i could do even faster next week / . \

Today my senior is on leave...luckily i have nothing special to do except for some routine stuff...but while i am trying to open some excel file link in email my excel suddenly doesnt allow me to open them in the taskbar! All of them hide under one window = = so i try to use the help fuction in excel to search for possible solution...yesh i did it :P i am so clever haha~ i wonder how long did my senior ponder over this hehe >.<

As usual today was again for me to slack...actually was planning to go out with other IA students after works but "D" was not feeling well and she went home during lunch time...sob sob* then bo bian the outing has to be postpond lo...well...all the other dept in the office had already shifted to woodland...really left finance dept now = = office suddenly became so cold and quiet...hope we can faster shift also...then i can start decorating my desk..opps :X today i saw the new sitting arrangement in the new office...the female toilet and the pantry are sooooooooo farrrrrrrrrr....kaoz! haiz duno wat to say = = meant for me to lose weight is it? afternoon i received a sms from "mdm L" she said wanna visit us tml wo...but my supervisor not free...in the end she agreed to meet the IA students first...duno what is the meeting for leh...forgot to ask "A" >"< anyway shortly after calling her we all have to attend a meeting in the conference room...the whole finance dept was there...then "A" and i were sitting at one corner in the back with only 2 chairs...then when they mention about IA we became so obvious to the whole room of ppl >"< all "A"'s fault~~ very paiseh leh!! anyway the meeting was to explain some restructing in the dept...like promoting current staffs and introducing new staffs...i found that their speech was kind of "typical"... duno are they speaking from their heart = = anyway it doesnt matter to me la...the experience was quite funny haha...tml "A" will be on leave...hope there is not much for me to do meow~!

Today i have finally learnt the last task which is preparing the templates for the next forecast...it was not a very tough task...but the prob now is that i know so many procedure but i duno which is which...and i really worried that i cannot meet the deadline for each task... the worst senerio is what if i made big mistake...haiz~~ all these make me very headache...today really nv do much...but at late afternoon i got chance to do work out becasue have to take cardboard from the opposit again...then later on did some packing of document into the boxes as we are preparing to shift to woodland...nothing to say liao...the end...working is so dull~

Today our new colleage is here~ her name is "LL" and she will be responsible for DPG reporting...hmm...early in the morning "C" already brief us on what are we suppose to do in the future...i am kind of blur because i dino that i have to prepare DPG and have not learn it at all...scare scare...i see "LL" copy down so many things...i listen and listen duno what to write = = "C" said she might find another IA to help out with DPG or EPG since it will be tough for me to do both task alone...i hope someone do DPG lo then i dun have to learn = = very sick of it have to do every monday! monday come to work already so shag still wan to me so much thing \ . / but luckily "LL" looks friendly and it should be okay to coorporate with her...

hehehe i realised my entry is getting shorter and shorter...right now there is nothing much for me to write about actually...it seems that i forget everything after work = = hmm...anyway today is "SH" last day in "M"...abit sad...coz i dun have much friend here and she is the one that is the closest to me...i feel quite comfortable to talk to her maybe because she is very talkative and i can just respond to her accordingly haha...yup...like that i start to think what if my senior left the company also...then really become very lonely le...maybe i will become a robot...everyday go back work and work then 5.30pm go home and become human again...:P let's hope not...today i feel that i can chat more with "D" and "DF"...i also duno why...it's really not my charateristic to initiate but i think i am trying to...this is the real world not a kid anymore...cannot always keep myself away from the whole world isn't it? ya...so today there was something sad and something happy about lo...lazy to talk already bye...zzzz

Hmmm...becasue of the new colleage coming in on next Monday i have to shift table ah~ today was actually quite relax...i mean at first la~ so after lunch i got nothing else to do then i ask "A" help me shift all my things to the table in front of him...suprisingly the table was pretty clean...except that there is moldy smell arond it...i think i will bring some air refresher to company tml...hmmm today did something called T+2 which was quite similar with the MLM report procedures...not too difficult la...then i also got some time to play my java games too...but at around 4 plus "HP" asked me to amend something in the AOP grp disbursement file..."A" also got some other tasks from "I"...suddenly become busy liao...then i also heard "HP" told "A" that tml we have to complete AOP for the next pass...so will be very busy again...and it's urgent wo~ i still got one stack of PRF on the table ah >"< sianz...now i go to airport to fetch my dad liao...he cmoing back from hk...this time must let him sign the pesonal shell card form! \ . / hmmpf! right now eays very tired...always look at computer really will spoil my eyes sia~ i wanna buy a eye mask...those kind that can put in the fridge and make it cold one...then i can put it on while i sleep ~.~ tired tired...

Today i realised that i have alot alot alot of things to learn in order to complete "C"'s tasks...which is the EPG report...and i also realised that i have to learn DPG also...there is a new colleage coming in...i have to learn the DPG thing with her together i heard...very stressed liao ah so many things to do...somemore is all to be done on every Monday before 11am = = die la... sob sob* don't feel like talking liao..haiz god bless me pls...

Today morning start off nicely because i got nothing to do at first...later on "C" came over to my seat told "A" to teach me how to do Yield report, QM report and EPG report...all these have to be done on every monday and i must learn them before next monday as "C" wants me to do the tasks for next week instead of "A" doing them...Kind of feeling the stress coming to me now...more and more things to remember and more and more responsibility on me...hmm...this could be quite tiring...especially after "A" left...i cannot imagine how could i complete those tasks without his guide...i think i hardly can do anything bah = = haiz...hope i can squeeze everything into my brain during this last 2 weeks or so...Beside learning the procedures for "C"'s assignment..."HP" also gave me new task today...I was to update the MLM report based on the Group files...this means i have to do for additions, disbursements and commits as well...it was quite a long process doing it...maybe becasue it was my first...but i am glad that i manage to finish the tasks in the end and i also made a manual for doing these MLM report...even though "A" said they were not understood but i think i can still refresh my memory with those manual after one month bah...let's hope so if not "A" will laugh = = oh btw i almost forgot to mention that i got my 1st pay in my life for working haha~ although it's only one hundred plus dollars i am still very happy that i am able to earn money by myself~! well..kind of a aniticipating for my 2nd pay haha...cause the amount will be even more :P ok that's all for today tired liao go bath first...